first of 2012

I can feel that 2012 is THE YEAR~ 

tans of great things happen at the beginning of the year.

my life are meaningful and challenging..

finally, i get to do the things I wanted for long time.. 

get a 

DIVING LICENSE!!  uuhuu~

2011 Nov 31

before get into the water, we have to get through a few tests.  Is just so sleepy as my night the day before are suffering. (zoann knew it all) >.< 

i got flu, sneezing the whole day plus sore throat.. upset for the 1st day..

we celebrate our new year eve at Lumut jetty.. full of people and fireworks. the firework din disappoint us at last. ^^ 

2012 Jan 1 

we woke up early in the morning.  Is a rainy day, i thought activity will cancel yet nope.  First day to underwater world.. teehee... Saw my expression *WORRIED* , everyone smiling so happily.. the weather is so cloudy, the sea are rough and  from the journey to an island, our boat rolled on the heavy seas.  

we have to set up our equipment by ourselves.  1st time of setting up was so helpless even though have been teach. after equipped, i got to crawl into the sea.. as u know that it is sooooo~ heavy.. for all my hard work of crawling a huge wave gave me a hit... again i back to the shore.. thing keep repeat, pit,pit,pit,pit... activities is obstructed..
everything so mess up! freaking exhausted!! 


n i get phobia to the sea.. and for once i hav the thought to give up.. finally i give myself a try.. haha.. 
DONE~ =P 

i love my instructor so much.. he is so MAN..<3  till now i m still obsessed with it

2012 Jan 2

i procrastinate alot.. next day, i m solo.. 

there is no more swim from shore to the sea..

directly jump from the boat at the middle of the sea.. 

as i am a IPOH girl where IPOH is surrounded by mountains

and hardly for me to get a chance close to sea.. and 

now u ask me to jump into the middle sea.. GOD~ at that time i really 

stunned.. pale face =S

huu~ don care any more die jiu die.. i closed my eyes take a deep breath.. JUMP!! 

all of sudden i reach the water.. heart beat extremely fast.. omg~ 

haha.. then continue all the things i drag yesterday..  

the worst i hav done.. ntg can get over me..ANYMORE~ 

surely~all of us passed  ^^

vittaya, robert, wei di, zoann, me <3

i meet some new friends too. All of them are nice guys.. 

hehe.. finally i know wat types of guy i like..

like my instructor

(muscular, tattoo, cool, patient, secure, man)

the only cons is they all smoke. 

3 days second hand smoke i breath in can equal to my 1 year second hand smoke..

80% comfirm.. =P

to-do list

I had prepared this post for so long like dec 2011, after lots of baffle, i m able to post this..

my to-do list!!

TO-DO LIST for 2012

1. first of all is to feel more CONFIDENCE !!! 

this is the most hardest and is the most wanted for 2012.

2. I want to be myself

the whatever person will always face this problem. 

that's ME, the whatever

but this is for last; i told myself. 

3. nobody born a failure

only the strongest will stand.

4. stop thinking and start moving

thinking too much is my weakness, 

which keep me in the comfort zone

5. explore for a new life 

looking from other angle, u can see a different world.

6. every step is a step toward success 

become braver, become stronger!! agrh!!!

great challenge..

7. always feel contentment 

8. care who i love

9. Mr RIGHT <3

he, do not need glamour appearance

he, do not need outstanding academic

etc.

jus a normal, simple person who treat me right.

10. saving to have a trip with my BFF ^^ 

my Hawaii trip..  i m comming..wait me ~ 

it is always easy to speak out rather than action.

For this time I'm now standing firm for what I want !!

this is inspired from a few of my experience for not giving up..

thanks to my precious past

                                                                     

永远的感动

太厉害了。真的觉得这是全宇宙最好看的偶像剧——是根据我多年来看偶像剧的经验。
多数的偶像剧，剧情都很夸张 ——不是超级有钱男主角跟平凡不过的女主角因为家庭背景差异的故事，就是男女主角爱到要生要死，什么海誓山盟。


可是，这部的剧很不一样。 剧情很普通，男女主角都过着普通人的生活，有着和我们同样的难题与烦恼，也有一位很要好的朋友。经过许许多多的事情最终都证实了他们是一对的。虽然普通但很感动。就算不能在一起，有一个这么了解自己，这么体谅自己， 这么好的朋友也是一种感动。很久以后再看会的话， 应该又会有另一种体会吧。（不同年级有不同感想）


我相信这是一部一辈子都会感动的剧。

good mood ^^

haha~ feeling good with great things on..<3<3<3

cant really see the tiny details on my toes  

regret that i should make it on my fingers but  not toes..><

no more sneaker.. hehe only open toe..

my sis made this.. 

they are so cute.. like them so mucchhhh~ 

You are so beautiful

this is a song from a Korean drama " scent of women ".

not really like this drama. it has a tragic story line.

almost cried for every episode cant bear with it and at last stop watching.

but

i love this song so much. 

kim junsu from jyj. he has a sexy voice.

and successfully melted me.

i din really check out for the lyric n i don even border to know it.  

i afraid that it does not match as what i thought. 

haha.. 

i think rhythm come first than lyric. 

this is my though for this rhythm with kim junsu voice.

it make me feel like

a couple who are in love with each other so much

 having their time at a beautiful beach. 

the sunshine,

blue and crystal clear sea,

powder like white and tender sand,

holding hands 

walking along the beach 

saying some sweet words

 with your love one. 

breathing in air full of blessed. 

Oh My God..

the feel is awesome

like the world stop rotate.

haha...

finally this is my day dream.. again ~

 hehe ^^ 

I did it finally!!

yeah, finally i did it!! I make a change in my life 

"
988 DJ : PM 彪民
今天在商场听到这歌。当年我中四。念理科念得乱七八糟。这首歌不断的提醒我，Don't you know, things can change, things will go your way, if you hold on for one more day...


我咬紧牙根拼了，成绩还是很糟糕。花了两年的时间了解什么适合自己。今天听到这歌，忽然很感慨。再难都会过去的。然后我们都会变更好的人。这话不是说来好听的。我。真。的。相。信.  "  


There was a period of time, I can't face my failure.  Actually can say it as "gia su".  It was a suffering and headache time i ever have.


This problem surrounded me for quite a long time.  I keep trying and give myself alot of chance to work harder.  I can just hold on but I don't.  May be at the other way I can have a better life.  Finally, realized that may be i should just admit it. 


I am sure that a lot of people will think that i wasted my time and money; so what; things just happen and i have to face it. Keep ignore does not solve the problem..


I used one year and 3 month.. and i realize it doesn't suit me.. I had made a change... The new people, new environment, new subject and with different feeling. I still miss the previous days I had gone through when i pass by the lab.  I don know does it really works or not..
But i will try my best!! 

Hopefully I can be a BETTER MAN  =)

pApaRazzziiii~~~

this is my first time in charge in an event.

I really lack of experiences.

but i learnt alot from this event.

one month before the event, no one is willing to help and i really feel alone..

This is the time i really feel disappointed.

I find all the programs alone and faced alot of obstruct.

That was the period i am vy down and stressful.

luckily i got my buddy.. KATAK!!

he is the 1 start helping me.. thanks alot.

Later, as the day is more closer every1 start realise is short of time.

That was the time every1 start cooperating.

Thank God.. i finally relive.

TEAMWORK is the most important!!

finally everything settle and done~ =)

it is tiring but really feel happy everyone is doing their job.

thanks alot to helpers.. they really did their job.

in this event i did something that hurts others feeling.

I wana apologize to everyone that i had offended. I din really mean it..

the nite before.

everyone is preparing n decorating the hall.

juelyssa n me~

i took jus few photos =(

yik kang and me.. =)

lihui and me with our handsome prom king