Thursday blue

once i woke up it already 8pm... i m so morose, my mood dropped down to the cliff deeply.  And i purposely watch a tragic drama to follow the trend of my mood... tears shed for every scene.. 

when i m in depression and i don wan to cry for nothing... this is my way to cure myself... 

today is really not my day, from sunrise to sunset, there is only one word can describe me - pessimistic.  sorry to all my friends that i get u pissed off.. 

really don noe wat is going on with me..  

“A day without laughter is a day wasted.”  ― 

Charles Chaplin

just saw this song. A meaningful song.
 I should always practice this conviction.

There isn't a flower that will not wilt
There aren't waves that will not ebb
There isn't a light that will not dim
What is troubling you?

There isn't a scar that will not fade
There isn't a wound that will not heal
There aren't despairs that will not stop
What are you hesitant about?

Time will never give an answer
Life was never meant to be overtly chaotic
Even if only for a moment, I am not afraid
It is many moments that make up forever

Chinese
你在烦恼什么?

没有不会谢的花，没有不会退的浪，没有不会暗的光，你在烦恼什么啊？
没有不会淡的疤，没有不会好的伤，没有不会停下来的绝望，你在犹豫什么啊？
时间从来不回答，生命从来不喧哗，就算只有片刻我也不害怕，是片刻组成永恒啊

people become greedy when they started to own something.. 

i enjoy my life 

and 

want to continue just like this or even more~

if u over concern to smtg 

 it at the same time hold u back

SO,

p/s never over care for anything, anybody, any time

jus do wat u like..

just live as nutty as a fruitcake

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