first of 2012

I can feel that 2012 is THE YEAR~ 

tans of great things happen at the beginning of the year.

my life are meaningful and challenging..

finally, i get to do the things I wanted for long time.. 

get a 

DIVING LICENSE!!  uuhuu~

2011 Nov 31

before get into the water, we have to get through a few tests.  Is just so sleepy as my night the day before are suffering. (zoann knew it all) >.< 

i got flu, sneezing the whole day plus sore throat.. upset for the 1st day..

we celebrate our new year eve at Lumut jetty.. full of people and fireworks. the firework din disappoint us at last. ^^ 

2012 Jan 1 

we woke up early in the morning.  Is a rainy day, i thought activity will cancel yet nope.  First day to underwater world.. teehee... Saw my expression *WORRIED* , everyone smiling so happily.. the weather is so cloudy, the sea are rough and  from the journey to an island, our boat rolled on the heavy seas.  

we have to set up our equipment by ourselves.  1st time of setting up was so helpless even though have been teach. after equipped, i got to crawl into the sea.. as u know that it is sooooo~ heavy.. for all my hard work of crawling a huge wave gave me a hit... again i back to the shore.. thing keep repeat, pit,pit,pit,pit... activities is obstructed..
everything so mess up! freaking exhausted!! 


n i get phobia to the sea.. and for once i hav the thought to give up.. finally i give myself a try.. haha.. 
DONE~ =P 

i love my instructor so much.. he is so MAN..<3  till now i m still obsessed with it

2012 Jan 2

i procrastinate alot.. next day, i m solo.. 

there is no more swim from shore to the sea..

directly jump from the boat at the middle of the sea.. 

as i am a IPOH girl where IPOH is surrounded by mountains

and hardly for me to get a chance close to sea.. and 

now u ask me to jump into the middle sea.. GOD~ at that time i really 

stunned.. pale face =S

huu~ don care any more die jiu die.. i closed my eyes take a deep breath.. JUMP!! 

all of sudden i reach the water.. heart beat extremely fast.. omg~ 

haha.. then continue all the things i drag yesterday..  

the worst i hav done.. ntg can get over me..ANYMORE~ 

surely~all of us passed  ^^

vittaya, robert, wei di, zoann, me <3

i meet some new friends too. All of them are nice guys.. 

hehe.. finally i know wat types of guy i like..

like my instructor

(muscular, tattoo, cool, patient, secure, man)

the only cons is they all smoke. 

3 days second hand smoke i breath in can equal to my 1 year second hand smoke..

80% comfirm.. =P

to-do list

I had prepared this post for so long like dec 2011, after lots of baffle, i m able to post this..

my to-do list!!

TO-DO LIST for 2012

1. first of all is to feel more CONFIDENCE !!! 

this is the most hardest and is the most wanted for 2012.

2. I want to be myself

the whatever person will always face this problem. 

that's ME, the whatever

but this is for last; i told myself. 

3. nobody born a failure

only the strongest will stand.

4. stop thinking and start moving

thinking too much is my weakness, 

which keep me in the comfort zone

5. explore for a new life 

looking from other angle, u can see a different world.

6. every step is a step toward success 

become braver, become stronger!! agrh!!!

great challenge..

7. always feel contentment 

8. care who i love

9. Mr RIGHT <3

he, do not need glamour appearance

he, do not need outstanding academic

etc.

jus a normal, simple person who treat me right.

10. saving to have a trip with my BFF ^^ 

my Hawaii trip..  i m comming..wait me ~ 

it is always easy to speak out rather than action.

For this time I'm now standing firm for what I want !!

this is inspired from a few of my experience for not giving up..

thanks to my precious past